Four seasons of myself

photo by gren lover

Somedays i feel that i have been drained of all my desire, strengh and feroucious for life.

In other days i am totally ok doing more things than i supposed to do.

But, some days i don't want to think about anything and the heaviness is my partner and i just want to hide.

Then i have 'this' days when i know beyond my own understanding that doesn't matter what kind of mood i have or the nonsense of all... i still have the call and a purpose in God's hands.

It is not that a have doubt from His purpose in my life, He is unchangeable. But, me... well i will stay with this: "be strong because I choose you". I'm gratefull that my God always look on me...despites myself !